Well I have successfully obtained a job here in Colorado! Thank God! cause I was gettin really nervous. But before that I went to church on Sunday to an Awesome church its called Flatirons Community church! The sermon was fantastic and made me want to listen I didnt want to ceck my phone cause i didnt want to miss what he was saying! He talked about sins and being forgiven no matter what it is you have donem we specifically looked at Luke 7:36-50. This was about the woman that came to simons dinner party and she was a prostitue she wasnt invited but came because she knew jesus was there. she washed his feet which noone else had done before he entered the house. Being forgiven becase she loved much, he also said he who has been forgiven little loves little. Well I thought about this on my drive home and how the pastor had also tied into this message that religious people can be responsible for sending more people to hell then welcoming them to heaven. Just like simon and the pharasies were responsible for judging this girl and offering no forgivness. Jesus knew what she had done in her life and forgave her anyway and the thing that got me was he knows that shes gunna screw up more and that he still forgave her. I am so glad that my god is this loving and that I dont get into heaven based on my judgment from others. I think that this is where Im going to begin my journey to become a better christian and that is forgiving those that have wronged me and knowing that they will probably mess up again but forgiving them anyway. Now I do believe that there is a difference in forgiving someone for what they have done to you and becoming better for yourself and christ, and becoming a doormat and letting people hurt you ovoer and over. Now I plan on doing the first forgiving them for what they did but also keeping my distance as to not sacrifice my own self worth.
Now back to the job! I have been here for 2 weeks and I was starting to get discouraged and angry, thinking that this would never work out and that I would have to go back to nebraska. But then I got a call Monday from 2 places for interviews on tuesday! I was so stoked, went to the first one it was a little scary it was down on the west side of denver! So the building was a little sketchy but i went in and the people were nice but dirty I went through the interview and she said she would call me by monday! Then i went to my other interview at 3. The buiding was nice and clean the people were clean. this was an actual office building. I went through the interview and then she offered me the job! I have to wait for my backround check to go through and i either start friday or tuesday! Thank you Lord!!!