"The Past"

I was inspired for this next entry because I got a happy little phone call I like to call the past. This past has realized that things weren't so bad in the past, and now that I am starting to get my life together and know which direction I'm going and what I wanna do that I look so much more desireable then...lets just say the pasts current choice for its path. As I sat on the phone I thought to my self hello Amanda!!!!????!!!! wake up YOU CAN"T change the past. It's always gunna be there but you can move on to the present and plan for the future!!!! But the past is just the past no matter how much you loved it it changed and chose to become your past and you need to let it stay there!!! I was in tears making this realization with myself! But where theres big tears and big pain....HUGE gain will come from it. I have grown as a person just tonight and plan to continue growing and looking for a future! I'm Sorry past as much as I loved you you have to stay the past. I am ok wit finding out on my own who I am going to be in the future. And hopefully future will find me and wisk me away!!!